TOUR IS ONE SHOW SHORT OF BEING OVER!!!
It's been such a great one! I am so proud of the work that I, my crew, my friends and my family have endured! We're so blessed to be where we are and we all knew that this entire tour, we made all of this about the fans, and about being thankful and giving back. Hopefully more people will see that and learn to branch on their own! This year has been seriously the fastest year ever, it seems like yesterday we were in Nashville for Christmas! It's absolutely insane how fast this year has gone by.
I spent tonight after the show, like I went back to my dressing room, fell on the couch and almost slept. Then we went back to the apartment and after 12 people stayed in a 2 bedroom for like a month or however long, it was BAD. I cleaned toilets ( with a doctors mask and dish scrubbing gloves on...) I cleaned everything from top to bottom, the apartment is gonna stay ours, we're not just moving out, like as soon as I'm ready to come back I have a place to come to and that's really awesome. No more hotels in London! =]
So now it's all clean and pretty.
So now, my mom and dad and Noie are back in Nashville, Brazz and Brandi are back in LA. It's crazy, I don't even know where I'm going or when! After tomorrow the tour is OVER. I'm not happy, but I'm not sad. It's isnane that our tour has ended so quickly, I was in my element. I was growing and transitioning, I was in my music, and that's an amaznig feeling. So I am very happy we had this experience. We had our family, our friends, great holidays, great places visited. I get a whole bunch of stickers from everywhere I go, so that if anything happened I know I've been there before. So I wanna get a sticker from everywhere! And I added a bunch of stickers this trip! It's been a blast and I am so proud of everything. 2009 was a great year for growing up, this was my "transition year", starting in Tybee, and finishing with this tour. I've literally grown into someone hopefully that will carry me through the years ahead. I'm really proud of myself for this year, and the people in it, the things I've learned. This tour has been the most amazing thing, I've loved it. Party in the USA, The Climb, these songs have truly made me learn this year. I've used those and brought myself out in a whole different light. I've gained some amazing new fans, and hopefully been recognized as more than the superficial stuff. So it's been wonderful. But I still can't believe the year is ending so fast, so hopefully 2010 will be the year that everything happens. I've worked all this year, so hard, and I haven't had any breaks except for a couple weeks here and there. I think I've had a total of ( I have a calender, I have to to keep my dates regulated) 29 days that I didn't work this year? Or something like taht, but I've worked hard every day and given my all to everything I've done. HM3, The Last Song, the new record, the tour, the clothing line, ect. Next year will be the year it all hits!
2010 will be the year The Last Song is released, the clothing line really hits its max and distributes more around the global stuff, the new record, the tour will really be all over by then and the videos and actual results of it, HM4 will be filmed which should be my last season which is the scariest thing ever but I'm ready to move into something new. Hannah is my home, it's something I've worked on since I've been here, so it's a very scary feeling knowing that you won't have that to fall back on after everything else goes downhill, you won't be seeing your frineds on set but it's something we all have to do, we all have thsoe little bumps in the road and they're scary but we'll get through them hopefully better off than when we started. I'll be filming another movie which will be exciting, can't say anything about that though. I'll be turning 18, which is SO beyond scary it's like, I don't believe I'll trul ybe an adult until I hit 21 cause that's when you get all your rights, THAT'S when your an adult. Parentially your an "adult" at 18, but legally your not completely an adult until you're 21 so that's a little less scary but it's still so scary. Next year will be my last year of making a pop record which has also been something I've relaxed against since I've been here, and that's a scary transition too. I'm going to step back and stop with music for a while and then come back big with something completely me, that explains me, the perfect record. I'm gonna take a year or so and go through and fix every little problem, literally take the time to go back and fix every little problem and make it perfect. I think it'll be scary because I don't play the music I'll be bringing then, but it's still gonna be awesome and hopefully it shows who I am, it'll be real raw rock, and just really raw and like.. Bon Iver, The Beatles, kinda sound and so I'm so excited about that. It'll be a mixture of that and some really hardcore rock and roll, so it'll be new look, new sound, new audience, new everything and hopefully your all there for that. That will probably be a 2011/2012 thing.
I can't say thank you enough for supporting me in every decision I've made this year, for every transition, for everything taht you've all supported me so amazingly with. I don't know how to express 10% of how thankful and truly greatful I am, I know ya'll probably haer that everyday and expect it so much, but seriously from the bottom of my heart, I've grown up this year and you guys are still there for me and to thsoe people it's so amazing. I've made mistakes, we all have and that's really just such a blessing, you guys are my everything I'm truly truly just so thankful for each and every single one of you indivdually. I'm just blown away at the support I've had, it's such a precious time at this age and knowing that my dream was worth living because of my fans, my fans seriously made my dream come true, I'm only as big as the love I get from them and that's so much. So I've been trying to help people make THEIR dreams come true, through the MileyWorld music thing, through GetUrGoodOn, I've been really trying to reach out and not only help follow dreams but also help the planet and the other people on it so we're really trying and I'm thinking of new things everyday to do to help! I really think we should use 2010 to give back. We're all just so blessed and if we can take any of that and give back we're doing so much! So even just inspiring people to go to geturgoodon.org or inspiring people to join to just do anything, giving our unused toys and items to shelters, visiting a child in the hospital, visiting seniors in the hospital, donating anything counts no matter how big or how small it all means something to someone and you could make them the happiest person, so I think we should spend 2010 really doing some of those projects together and individually. twitter.com/theheartofmiley is run by Ashley and me and we're still gonna be checking and seeing who gave back the most during Christmas time and do some fun stuff with that, a one on one chat thing or whatever with me about whatever you want and stuff. That sounds so cocky but that's what we agreed it'd be, trust me I don't think a chat with me is that worth it but the fact you did somethin means the world and anything that'd make you happy is awesome so, hopefully it makes someone happy!
Thank you so much to everyone who accepted me into their country, or their state, it's been such a blast and it's meant the world to me you guys are amazing. If I had one word for 2009 it'd be "transition" so I can't wait to see waht YA'LLS word for 2009 would be, if it could be ONE word for thewhole year, leave it in the comments below, and I can't wait to check it out! Hopefully 2010 involves a lot more mileymandy it involves a lot more mileyworld, a lot more fan contact and stuff so I really wanna give back and I'll try my best. I can't wait!
Thank you to everyone in 2009, and TO 2009 for teaching me so much about myself and allowing me the precious time of finding myself, finding the music I love, finding my dreams and my passion, for findinng the transitions and for allowing me to grow up and really find myself, it's been amazing. I can't wait to see what 2010 holds in store! Happy New Years everyone, I can't wait to see you on the other side!!! Let's make 2010 the best year yet, let's make history, let's take the haters (of EVERYONE, not just "gossip site haters") down kicking and screaming, let's stand up for ourselves, others, and family and friends. Let's really make our voice known and heard this next year. Let's make it rock! We'll do stuff for the planet, the people in our lives, adn those who are more unfortunate. We can ALL make a difference, so let's ALL take part in it!! I can't wait to see you guys in the new year, I can't wait to get'r done!!!
Thank you for tour it's been amazing tomorrow will be the best show ever, I can't wait. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! THank you for another amazing year living the dream, living the passion and LIVING!!!
GOODBYE 2009!!! It's been fun!!!
Goodbye 2009, and thank you for all of the things you've taught me. Lost love, broken hearts, mending hearts, new loves, finding myself, living my dream, learning who I truly am, growing closer to those around me, for being the best year and letting me grow up. For teaching me a lesson, and for making me who I am today, even if I'm not complete yet. I'm still growing. And I know that now. I love you 2009, I'll miss you, but I can't wait to start 2010 with a bang! Goodbye 2009!!!